Susanne's Predicament

Sometimes I find myself amazed at the naivety of young people. At one end they strike me as being so full of passion and keenness to learn new things and on the other end they falter and go blind loosing complete perspective. I find many of my young clients becoming vulnerable while they seek friends on the net. Some of them are so taken in by the chat room that all reason leaves them while they are showered with praise and accolades by an unknown stranger in this virtual space. Susanne is one such person who came to see me for a past life session.

Susanne is 32 years old and had been in search for a matrimonial match for some time. Nothing was working out and while she was nursing a broken heart, her resolve was that she will find someone more worthy of her. During her college days she had befriended a girl who was staying close to her home. In time this girlfriend had become possessive of her. Nothing would deter her from becoming Susanne’s protector. Like a hawk she would look after her. If Susanne was late she would wait up for her. She made herself indispensable and became a regular guest at Susanne’s home. Susanne’s parents began to rely on her. She was a primary reason that Susanne was nursing a broken heart. Let’s call her Patricia. As the years rolled by Patricia was one of Susanne’s close friends but for Patricia Susanne was the only friend.

During this time Susanne began to visit a prime networking site and very soon she entered the chat room culture. A few days into it she was contacted by a man. He called himself Greg and said he was living in the U.S. Their chats became more flirtatious. Susanne began to enjoy it. She began to believe that she was in a relationship with Greg. There was no photo on the site and not many details. She kept asking him for it but he would postpone it saying that where there is trust there is no need to know anything else. She went along with it and began to dream about a future together. During this time her interaction with Patricia waned off. She had passed her graduation and was working now. The virtual relationship had continued for two years and there were plans being made to get married. Susanne was not still unaware of his U.S. phone number nor had she heard his voice. There was no phone talk in the two years that they had apparently been in a virtual relationship. One day as suddenly as he had appeared into her life Greg disappeared. He was untraceable. She tried to search for him but there were no results. It seemed as if he had vanished from the earth. The details that were given to her proved fake. It was on one of these dark days of gloom that Patricia surfaced. She called her and said that some Greg was calling her and wanted to pass a message. Susanne met Patricia and she was told some horrendous news. Patricia said that Greg had died more than 30 years ago (U read right) and had been connecting to her through the net. Can you imagine a net ghost chatting with you!! Patricia told Susanne that Greg   had chosen Patricia as a channel to be in touch with her. All the messages now will be routed through Patricia. Susanne began to believe this. She told me that there were times when Patricia’s voice would change and Susanne would feel it is Greg. Patricia knew the intimate details that they had discussed in the last two years. Susanne was completely in Greggs spell. Patricia and She became very close but Susanne’s parents were pushing for her to get married. Susanne could not refuse and knew that she could not marry a spirit and so gave in.  For the last three years she has been married happily but Patricia still continued to send messages from Greg.

At this moment Susanne is unable to settle down in her marriage and be sincere with her husband.

In the last few years, Patricia’s possessiveness had begun to create problems between Susanne and her husband. During this time Susanne was getting torn between her attachment to Greg and her confusion over Patricia’s so called channeling.

Susanne by a stroke of fate found out that Greggs and Patricians password was the same. This gave her a clue that Patricia may have impersonated Greg and that no one by this name existed. He was truly virtual. Still she did not have the courage to face Patricia. She could not believe that Patricia could do something as weird as this. No spirit spoke through her and she was just cuckoo. Susanne decided she needed some answers and came to see me. I was truly surprised by Susanne’s naivety and foolishness. The desire to have someone to love can be so blind was incredible.

Past Life Surfaces

Susanne’s past life session revealed that she was living in a village in the year 1971 and as she saw  herself walking in a village path where it was very hot. When you are in a past life memory you can feel temperature differences too. She saw a small hut and as she entered in she saw utensils and a small choola (mud gas), a small baby playing on the cot wearing black shorts playing with some wooden toys. She felt herself cooking paratha’s and the place was hot with smoke emitting from the choola.

 During the session the person can feel smoke and fumes too. She saw her husband wearing a dhoti and a sleeveless kurta, 25 year old and playing with the kid. She felt the emotion of happiness when she saw her husband. The paratha, onion and pickle are served. As the figure of the husband got clearer she was asked to recognize the person through the eyes, as they say that the eyes are the beholder of the soul.

 She is unable to place him in this life. The husband’s voice was heard saying her name- Shaku and when I encouraged her to call her husband by his name she said that, in India you don’t call husband by name.

 Once the lifetime was established the subject was asked to move to the next incident and as I guided her she moved to the next scene and saw herself in a fair. There was not much money to buy and along with her child who was now five years old she saw herself returning home along with the villagers by a bullock cart. She expressed feeling tired as the fair was far from the village.

 This was an opportunity to see the name of the village and the subject was asked to project the name of the village and she without delay said, it was a village close to Ludhiana, Punjab.

 The next scene unfolded and she saw the husband as being possessive. She saw an incident where he was scolding her as she was talking to some other man. The next incident she saw him beating her and she felt the pain on the cheeks. She saw herself crying and pleading with him to leave her but he does not leave her. The next scene she was crying and felt as if she wants to run away. The next scene came up and she saw herself leaving home with the baby. She saw that she was not carrying any belongings. She then saw a man giving her a lift in a black car and driving her to his home. The license plate of the car was 856 and the state is Punjab. She confirms a second time that the city is Ludhiana. The man’s name is De'costa as this is what is written on the name plate on the gate. He lives alone and keeps her as his wife. The next scene begins to unfold and she saw her son older and that she has got trapped in a loveless relationship. She continued to see that her son had joined the new husband’s business. She kept feeling trapped and tired. She then moved at the age of 45 she had got an illness. There is an epidemic in the city and many people had fallen sick. She then closed on to her death in the year 1972.

It was important to recognize Patricia if she was there in that life. There were three important people that had appeared and so at various junctions she was asked to identify if anyone them reminded her of Patricia. De’costa was identified as Patricia and the same feeling of being trapped and the suffocation that she felt when Patricia was possessive was felt at that time.

There are many ways to identify the person if the eyes don’t reveal much. The feeling could be reflected in subject’s body either shivering, trembling, palpitations and heat could arise when the person appears. For Susanne she had a quiver when she saw De’costa and this was the clue which in a sense nailed Patricia.

When the session was over Susanne was not only surprised at the unusual lifetime but that it was so different than what she had ever thought her past life would be. This is where the trust and belief that the session had reflected a past life begins. Susanne knew what she had known but was unable to accept that Patricia was Greg. There was no mortal by the name of Greg, alive or dead.

Hopefully, Susanne’s life has taken a positive turn and she has understood that her marriage is for keeps and she needs to stay away from her friend. Well, if you have such friends then who need foes.